I Want To Say Hello

Hi I'm new to this site and I wanna say a little about myself. I'm 21, I'm of Irish descendant, The I'm a dancer, I do ballet hip hop and Irish and regular jazz, I've been dancing since I was 3, it's a huge passion of mine. I am a survivor of major depression and attempted suicide, And self harm, I'm not looking for sympathy or attention but I'm hoping to meet others who have been down that kind of twisted dark road and understand what that's like, I'm not going to lie I do believe suicide should be legal and an induvidual choice, not cause I'm sick or demented, I feel it's your life so you should be able to decide what you're going to do with it and have control over your own fate, in other words I don't believe the government or society should be able to decide whether you live or die, that should be up to you, that's just my opinion, I'm not saying go kill your self or anything, I'm saying if you want to stop living I think the only one other than fate who has the right to choose that is you and you only (as long as you don't try taking anyone else out with you, thats murder)and I fully support that right for you to decide.

I have really big dreams of becoming a successful fashion designer or have my own magazine published, I'm a huge fashionista and love clothes, I also wanna be an actress, I mean I suppose I could do both, build a reputation as an Hollywood actress and then create a clothing line. I wish it were that easy.

I'm participate in beauty pageants, been runner up, been crowned princess but never queen. I have faith I will someday. I'm in college just finished my first semester of it, I absolutely adore children and animals, they are as close to perfect as it gets and I love the innocence and purity they possess, just too much evil going on in the world today I guess. I really wish everyone had the innocence and pure heart and nature of a five year old or dog, the world would be a much better place to live.

I live in the northwest and am new to this site.