I Want to Be Happy.....or I Should Say, I Want to Stay Happy.

So, I finally came to realise something. I never had any problems with the way I am. I had no problem till a parent figure made it to be a problem to me by screwing with my mind because they did not like the way I am. So, manifestations of doubt, depression, struggle of weight control was created. I know now that its my fault for falling into a pit of a parent ashamed of their child and now that I have climbed out of it. I now walk away from a toxic parent that has failed me. No more will I come to them, no Christmas will be spent with them, no time of my life will not get involved with them. I have disowned them and now the heaviness of my mind has disappeared but the scars will remain as a warning to never go back.