I Want to Be Happy

I Finally Realized...... I am not happy, I drink every night to feel something, to feel excitement, to feel happy. When I don't drink I get depressed, anxious, lonely even, no matter if I am truly alone or in a group of people. I am simply unhappy. I wish I could figure out a way to be happy. I have friends, I have a loving family who helps me out a lot, I have a job, I have hobbies, and yet, I am still not happy.

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prayerworx1

You are in a tough spot but not ones bad that it can't change.Alcohol is a symptom some greater issue. we use to change the way we feel because we are no longer comfortable in our skin. I was a meth addict for almost 17 years of my life. when nothing changes, nothing changes. First get rid of the alcohol. that way you can see what's goin on in your life without feeling numbed. I go to AA meetings tobhelp me, I work the steps of the program. if you knew my life before and what it is now, you would say its unbelievable. Even tho I still struggle with things in my life, I have peace, serenity and yes, I am truly happy.