I Perform Random Acts Of Kindness

Everytime I do something nice for someone else I get this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. It seems like I just know ahead of time that this is silly and pointless. Because it is. Time and time and time again it's been proven to me.

You start to open your heart by going out of your way to be more friendly, social and doing favors, and guess what? It creates longing and yearning to for sentimentality.All of a sudden you wish you had more friends, closer friends, a girlfriend, a wife etc.. Its never enough to satisfy. Its like a poison growing inside you. It's a really sickly feelingly. Is this how women feel all the time? No wonder they are so hostile and defensive. Most men know love doesn't lead anywhere, you don't get kindness in return. Everyone says that kindness given equals kindness returned but that's not really true that's just a bunch of hot air wishful thinking crap. Contrary to what the media tells you, being loving doesnt make you strong.The truth is if you concentrate on things of the heart you will be a weak emotional wreck for other people to manipulate and walk all over.

Dont be a fool. Just like the song goes. Only fools fall in love.