I Want to Be Positive About Life

I want to stay positive about life, after all of the shits I'd been going through, after he left me behind. I want to stop crying but how? I want to stop this feeling, I want to be strong, but when? Its like I'm in the middle of China alone, I don't know what to do, I'm all alone and no one seems to care, and now, after he left me, I'm afraid that some people will turn they're back at me like what he did, without hesitations, am I not that worthy to be with? Do they really need to leave? Cause its painful to be left behind. It sucks! It freaking hurts. All I want to do now is to stay positive. Cause after I graduate college, I'll slap my diploma to his face and tell him that I made it, without him in my life.

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Just because he left you doesn't mean you're all that bad. Then again, you both have loads of growing to do. It's not the end of the world. Heck 3-4 years ago I was crazy as hell, still am, but now when I look at such things I just laugh. I wonder how I will look at myself in 5 years.

Usually, when some emotions attack you, we usually just hold them instead of feeling them. Give yourself some slack, cry, be angry, but try not to dwell on it for a very long time. Then the craziness kicks in.

After you fully experience your emotions, do something, don't think about it much. Do anything just to feel content with yourself.

Once you get that diploma, trust me, you will slap yourself with it because how you worked hard for it for yourself, you won't even remember him by then.

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