It's a matter of these things for starters

To talk about something there needs to be a modicum of knowledge about it, and the ability to defend it if need be.

It can't be a stirring the pot sort of thing.

There's a feeling of sadness that feels sacred, i have to go along with it, the term sadness is the same, identical with what others would term beauty, wisdom, and actual maturity. Not the kind of maturity that revels in immaturity.

I love to write, and it doesn't have to directly cite anything, i can just use my interests for fuel, fuel is a word that can be switched with inspiration.

I can drain my energies so easily, but like any inconsistent hypocritical contradictory person, i'll always come back to how i've always been, with a silly groundless hope that there'd be an improvement.