I’m grateful for this past year

Everything I went through brought me closer to the Lord. And from that, I’ve never been so joyful and at peace. I’ve never had such a solid Foundation to stand on. Even though I still have my struggles and pain, my life has never been as good as it is right now. It’s all clear in a way it never was before.

I read my thoughts from this time last year, what I’d written in my journal at the start of this cancer healing journey. It was dark and angry. I was in so much pain. I’m grateful to that as well because I now have a difference in my mindset even though my circumstances haven’t much changed.

God is good and has been very noticeably there for me throughout this. Who could even understand? If you’d only been there to witness what’s been done in my life to heal my heart and save me from the mess I made of my life and spirit. I can’t explain how amazed I am or everything that took place because it can’t possibly make sense if you weren’t there (which is why I still get the sympathy and condolences even though I insist to everyone that this has to be the greatest thing that’s ever happened to me). Just that I’m grateful, and now the whole world is a different place. Praise to the Lord.