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Second glass of wine, I love the feel of the warmth down my chest. There's so much going on right now. As of a few weeks ago, all the money that I had saved the last past 2 years I dumped into my credit cards, his and mine. I am officially debt-free (with the exception of my student loans). It feels amazing to be out of debt. Every penny I make now becomes my own. My credit score even shot up 17 points this last past week, but I've always had great credit anyways. It feels good to know I can save money again, but more quickly this time. We've rented our whole lives. We thought it was time to look into purchasing a home. But our marriage has never been easy. Where is the sign I need to know what to do next? I hate having all of these thoughts...