Do you feel you have a calling?

@lovelywarpedlemon actualizing what exactly?

@SW-User my dreams of making a physical representation of the ideas in my head through an established piece of art... like a book, a music album, or something of like. if i can manage to just publish 1 thing before i'm dead that will be my contribution to the future of humanity. but preferably some form of music bc that's where my soul resides.

@lovelywarpedlemon I say start trying to actually do it, start trying to actually publish. Otherwise you can get stuck in various ways, like thinking inaccurately about it...