I feel so miserable and bleak
I’m usually always always happy, but my mum is just out of the hospital, I feel like everything is going on a downward spiral. It’s the middle of winter, the house is dark and cold. Just feels like everything’s changed.
I’ve got schizophrenia and am a truckload of drugs [injected] to cope with it, I can’t work, all I had was my ageing parents to help me, now they’re getting sick. The future feels so bleak today, my god. I don’t know how to look up and be happy again.
I wish I had a partner, I wish he’d drive me a thousand miles away from here, it’s not fair, no one wants a schizophrenic for a partner.
I’ve been to hospital abt 17 times with my schizophrenia, and I never felt worried or really down. I just feel so bleak, and want to feel hopeful again.
I’ve got schizophrenia and am a truckload of drugs [injected] to cope with it, I can’t work, all I had was my ageing parents to help me, now they’re getting sick. The future feels so bleak today, my god. I don’t know how to look up and be happy again.
I wish I had a partner, I wish he’d drive me a thousand miles away from here, it’s not fair, no one wants a schizophrenic for a partner.
I’ve been to hospital abt 17 times with my schizophrenia, and I never felt worried or really down. I just feel so bleak, and want to feel hopeful again.
