It has been another one long day, I am grateful for, beautiful day but also filled with stresses

I had to stand for and explain my budgeting to the municipality. They were still positive and so was I but I left with some doubts regarding the funding.

I did begun the procedure to reopen my art business though.

And I thought of how going about business is similar to going about a relationship, you can put your best self in and still fail. And there is the risk that needs to be taken and I am willing to take it. I realized how it can be that I will just lose an amount of money and nothing will move forward as I dream it to.

But I also realized how I can take my energy to another domain, institution or else, in case this one fails.

Then I went for training which was good, it was good.

I just overate and overindulged throughout the day to stuff, extra coffee, lots of food, and am now feeling tired. Indulged in thoughts regarding that Bosnian guy too, back in Croatia. I am trying to not allow my mind to be going there all that often.

But am decided to take the weekend off - take the pressure off, perhaps train very little, or only if I want to, go to paint but in a relaxed manner, give more time to simply be home, clean, be.. and finally go to the beach with my new swimsuit :))

No matter what, that has been a good day, with its waves.