I'm getting there. I'm in the middle of a major transition in my life. I'm no longer the person I used to be, but I bit affraid of the woman I am becoming. I'm learning to be myself without apologizing. Maybe that's not happiness. Maybe it's more of acceptance. The past year has been lonely and challenging but things are looking up and I'm starting to meet people that align with who I am becoming. My childhood was a roller-coaster of bad and good, but it was certainly easier.