I Have A Gun [Gun Ownership]
It's not for other people. It's not for safety or defense. I have it for reasons that have nothing to do with anyone else.
I want to live. I want to be healthy and happy. Unlike my dad, I try so hard to take care of myself. I have this fear anyway that I'm going to end up like him, literally rotting in a corner and waiting to die.
I can't do that. I don't care how fcked up it is, if I ever ended up that way, I'm not sticking around to enjoy it.
Anyway, I think I think too much sometimes. I'm not like him, so what am I freaking out for?
I want to live. I want to be healthy and happy. Unlike my dad, I try so hard to take care of myself. I have this fear anyway that I'm going to end up like him, literally rotting in a corner and waiting to die.
I can't do that. I don't care how fcked up it is, if I ever ended up that way, I'm not sticking around to enjoy it.
Anyway, I think I think too much sometimes. I'm not like him, so what am I freaking out for?
