I cant believe our president

I understand some people may say ,americans are lazy and depend on welfare.. I dont know how im going to be able to survive this government shutdown.. If i didnt have a special needs child i would shut the hell up and go to work

I have credentials, i can walk right into a hospital and ill be guaranteed work. im not lazy but my situation is not the best

im trying to not breakdown and panic because the system has been failing me since last year

then with gas in my building being out for god knows when , i get an extra 100 for restaurant allowance due to this.. now what am i supposed to do

the reality is sinking in

i may lose my mind, i have nothing , i have no support and now with these people shutting down the government ..now what?