@cherokeepatti Yes, I understand. And, if there's time, I'm not going to allow myself to go through any torture. I have plenty of drugs in my house to do the job before they can get to me.
@cherokeepatti Right. There IS no one else to protect. And, I've been looking forward to making my transition into the non-physical for a very long time. If it should happen this way, so be it.