I Write Poetry

Here is something I wrote when I was 18 (I'm 22 now) and in the wake of a suicidal episode:

"Why do you love me?
My thoughts remain disconnected.
Why do you haunt me?
I wish you had just left me unaffected.
Why do you model after me,
When you could model after someone better?
Why do you love me,
When thy heart is no stronger than a
feather?"