Dating be like…
Dating be like..
I think I’m scared like
What if you never love me
What if I’m just a constant reminder of what could be
If you let your guard down
What if I’m the thought that drives the day but not the action that takes it by storm
What if I’m just the fairytale that was built in your nightmare as an escape to destiny
Hurt people hurt people
Are you hurt or are you healing ?
Am I the medicine that you need that soothe the pain or am I the bandaid that protects it while it heals?
I know my questions go deeper than a quarter dropped into a wishing well for good luck.
I know you don’t have the answers and the truth lies in the next day.
But I’m anxious
Anxious that why I fall deeper for you
You wont have the energy to love me
At least not properly
And not by your own account
I know you are healing from wounds that sliced you from the outside in
I know everyday you have to deal with the reality of things not turning out as planned
I know you didn’t sign up to get your heart broken
And for that I’m truly sorry
Because you are the most amazing woman I have ever came in contact with
Your face gives me hope
And for that I will never stop staring
The way you feel is like the home I’ve always imagined
& the way you care for the things you love is the energy I’ve always felt was unmatched
I feel like your my twin flame
But what’s a match
Without the fire ?
The questions I have are rooted in me
Buried in the pit of my stomach trying to escape my mouth
I don’t know what im feeling
I don’t know what will come of this
But I know I want the answer
I want to love you in ways you never been loved for reasons you’ve never been told and for longer than you ever thought you deserved
I want to be there when you come home and you remove every piece of problem you had that day
I want to be there to fold your problems and put them in places where they belong
I wanna be there when you shower and you scrub life’s uncertainties off you.
I will be there to make sure you scrub all doubts and insecurities from sight.
I will make sure you get those special places twice.
I want to be there when you finally see what I’ve been staring at since I met you
That woman
Who’s skin is rich like caramel
Whose hearts is worth more than gold
Whose personality sparkles more than any diamond I’ve ever laid eyes on
Whose presence is so powerful yet humble to what it does to those around us
I can’t wait for you to meet the reflection of woman that makes even my darkest days buzz with light.
I will swim in a river of what if’s
If you promise to meet me on the other side.
I think I’m scared like
What if you never love me
What if I’m just a constant reminder of what could be
If you let your guard down
What if I’m the thought that drives the day but not the action that takes it by storm
What if I’m just the fairytale that was built in your nightmare as an escape to destiny
Hurt people hurt people
Are you hurt or are you healing ?
Am I the medicine that you need that soothe the pain or am I the bandaid that protects it while it heals?
I know my questions go deeper than a quarter dropped into a wishing well for good luck.
I know you don’t have the answers and the truth lies in the next day.
But I’m anxious
Anxious that why I fall deeper for you
You wont have the energy to love me
At least not properly
And not by your own account
I know you are healing from wounds that sliced you from the outside in
I know everyday you have to deal with the reality of things not turning out as planned
I know you didn’t sign up to get your heart broken
And for that I’m truly sorry
Because you are the most amazing woman I have ever came in contact with
Your face gives me hope
And for that I will never stop staring
The way you feel is like the home I’ve always imagined
& the way you care for the things you love is the energy I’ve always felt was unmatched
I feel like your my twin flame
But what’s a match
Without the fire ?
The questions I have are rooted in me
Buried in the pit of my stomach trying to escape my mouth
I don’t know what im feeling
I don’t know what will come of this
But I know I want the answer
I want to love you in ways you never been loved for reasons you’ve never been told and for longer than you ever thought you deserved
I want to be there when you come home and you remove every piece of problem you had that day
I want to be there to fold your problems and put them in places where they belong
I wanna be there when you shower and you scrub life’s uncertainties off you.
I will be there to make sure you scrub all doubts and insecurities from sight.
I will make sure you get those special places twice.
I want to be there when you finally see what I’ve been staring at since I met you
That woman
Who’s skin is rich like caramel
Whose hearts is worth more than gold
Whose personality sparkles more than any diamond I’ve ever laid eyes on
Whose presence is so powerful yet humble to what it does to those around us
I can’t wait for you to meet the reflection of woman that makes even my darkest days buzz with light.
I will swim in a river of what if’s
If you promise to meet me on the other side.
