Untitled poem

Tonight i will
Lie through a smile
Tonight i will
Push aside my pain
Tonight i will
Keep it together


I said that
All day long
I wished it
All day long
I hoped it
All day long

But it did
Not happen
It did not
Go well at all

I believed
His lies
I believed
It would be OK.

Now here
I am
Not here
I cry
Now here
I hurt