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More than damaged goods?

My heart shattered into a thousand pieces when I was seven years old.
It took me almost 26 years to get all the pieces back together.
My heart is still not whole.
I don't think it ever will be.

I wonder when all the pieces are put together, will I be grey and old?
Sometimes I don't think every piece will ever be completely back together.
I have begun to think that my heart will never be whole.
And this is the way it will always be.

It seems when I get done processing one thing that has my heart broken.
Another thing happens and all the work that I did to put it back together is all for nothing.
Must I always be the girl, who only has pain in her heart, or can I experience some love in my heart?
Will anyone ever see me more than damaged goods?

Will I ever feel okay, or will I always be a bit broken?
Will I ever be worth something, other than feeling like I am nothing?
Will I be capable of being loved, or am I just a girl with pain, hurt, and darkness in her heart?
Or will the pain from my childhood leave me with nothing but damaged goods?

alongalone · M
[center]..another scar that won't heal
another life to be hid
but I can't help but feel
a little bad for that kid

Mooncalf · 100+, M
You may get your answer on the 26th of this month.
Funnycat · 31-35, F
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
I am sorry for all you have been through 💞
Funnycat · 31-35, F

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