I felt every word of this.

Sorry.. my grandma was a very vibrant person and she suddenly got brain cancer and was bedridden and half paralyzed to the point she couldn’t talk or walk or anything .. it was hard to see her like that.. i thought she’s get better but she died.. (this was some years ago..)

Anyway sorry for your loss .. we never know how long any of us will live .. we just always presume we will keep living but we don’t know..

I can relate and it somehow helps me to read it.
About the artistry of words, I'm no specialist in the field..