A bird's eye view

From a bird's eyes view I watch...but when will this tiredness stop? Some times from a bird's eye view I watch, other people living very simple lives but I could only dream of, when will the tiredness stop, just tired of it all all as all I can do is watch...left to my own devices left only here to rot. All systems go? No... all systems down is what I see on the screens...when will this tiredness stop....I am tired, laying in bed with no options at all.. some times from a bird's eye view I see peace but then I begin to fall....when will the tiredness stop?....Maybe when they close the casket shut with an empty funeral, only for the bird's eye view to........watch