Oh, how I loved you so (A love poem I wrote ab my ex last night)

Oh, how I loved you so

Why, why did that happen?
Was it something I did?
Was it something I said?
Why, why, why.
Oh, how I loved you so.

I miss you so much, I wish you were here.
If only I could tell you the things I wanted so badly to tell you.
I want to tell you how much I loved you, how perfect you were, and how much that one message hurt me so bad.
Like a stab right to my heart, how hard heartbreak is.
Oh, how I loved you so.

Looking back on old messages, so painful, yet so beautiful.
Looking back at the playlists we made for each other, what beautifully sad songs.
I miss your soft brown eyes.
I miss your long dark hair.
I miss listening to musicals on calls together.
Oh, how I loved you so.

Your touch was the gentlest of things, even though it was never real.
Your voice filled my head day to day with how much you “loved” me.
Oh, how I loved you so.

The pain I went through
The heartbreak
But alas, I still loved you
Oh, how I love you still.