I Wrote a Poem

If I spoke for loving you
Would you believe me?
If I was sorry for everything I did
Would you feel pity for me?
If I showed you my scars,
If I showed you my tears,
Would you feel any mercy?
I've said many things,
I've acted on cruel choices,
But please know,
I'd feel all of those for you.
I'd believe you, that you love me,
Though I know you wouldn't really.
Even if you won't feel anything but hatred for me,
I still love you, Jehovah.