Yearning of the soul

There is silence.
There is a war.
There is laughter.
There is remorse.

I am wavering, but I'm strong.
I know there're no reinforcements.
I know my redoubt has fallen.
But here, I'm still fighting.

I can't see my enemy.
I can't see my reflection.
The black blizzard has blinded my senses.
But here, I'm still standing.

I don't know how long I have been holding on.
I don't know how much I have to.
My soul is burning in an abyss.
My soul is yearning for peace.