I Write Dark Poetry

its my fault
im haunted by you
and it kills me
i chose to push you away
not a thousand words
can say enough
how sorry i am
i lost you in my life
in any way
no hope to ever go back
im tortured
you meant everything to me
but i treated you like nothing
in the end
still didnt realize
that i would rather have you
than be without you at all
i was ignorant
to see
you were my best friend
all along
but i was young to love
now i wish i
grew up in time
i'd do it right
every minute farther
i want to rewind
fight for you
dont let us go
instead of this regret
embedded in my heart
like a scarlet letter