I am the cloud.....

i am the cloud wherein the idea is remembered frequently i am the bill delivered delinquently i am the sound resounding between the clear frequencies i am the voices emerging from static snow i am the knowledge you don't know you know there is no place to go there is no one left to know knowing yourself is the door into the other what's broken glass chewed until no mandible remains and the gullet is turned inside out to reveal a black cloud because nothing exists nothing does not exist a clenched fist and a nerve ending stuck to strike as a rail road spike and the tightening of every sensation into tunnel vision each step an incision into space time a thought at a time moves in the direction of an arrow's wisdom aimed and released into the open face of the father of the sky rooted in mother's earthly buried cries behind a smile of lies there lies a life in wreckage waiting without expecting a second tics and the minutes miss the hours twitch an ADHD symptom's revenge the leg spasms like an amputated frog's pierced by wires crudely wrapped around a nine volt battery licked for the coppery satisfaction of bloody power the dower expression of the discarded torso sees more so than the numb eyes of a sightless flight from alone to alone
waiting to go to a home
that will never exist
but the i of mine persists. .....

the blue one. 💙