I've had so many crushes over the years but you...
https://allpoetry.com/poem/17189825-I-ve-had-so-many-crushes-over-the-years-but--you...-by-Betweenkittensandriots
[quote]due to my extensive use of music when writing this piece renders better on all poetry than on here.
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They're always like nice guys finish last they're always like girls always seem to go for guys who treat them like trash like whatever you do don't be nice to her.
And here we are, having survived so much together.
nearly a decade on.
Still remember watching Roswell finally because of you.
[media=https://youtu.be/Z4xB5KEuGWo]
I've been under siege by so many of these idiots, you know, ever since I said what I said defending that British chicka I've never even had a chance to have a single dialog with from those pesky dames and how slut shaming wasn't cool and what not and the whole internet was like "WHITE KNIGHT!" "BETA!" 'MANGINA!" and a whole DELUGE of SHITSTORMS thrown at me of haters aand shit talkers the world over.
and after all that I hear you say that I used to do so many things for you gleefully and was more cooperative, eager to help and just kinder, sweeter aand you miss that of me..
You know I kind of knew, when you were talking about graduating towards the top of your class...
I kind of got it, that you weren't one of those women who you could just overwhelm with too much kindness until she fled like crazy..
Which was good because my affections always overflow to the point where ink ends up spilt all over the pages of my writing as I can't hold it all inside me
[media=https://youtu.be/6PPC7s2_Qh8]
As though I am sinking into this white wave of affection.
give me.... release...
witness meeeeee
I am outsideeeee
give meeeee peaaceeee
heaven holds a sense of wonder and I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up when the rage in me subsides.
passion choke the flower til she cries no moreeeee
Possesing all the beauty
Hungry still for more
this white wave
I am sinking
In this silence
In this white wave
In this silence
I believe
I can't help this loning
Comfort me
I can't hold it all in
If you won't let me
innnn this white wave of affection...
overwhelmed, overblown. always spilling over the edge of the glass, until I must write...
and yet we are but mortals....
[media=https://youtu.be/qA0BC5j_Zdc]
....
know this, my affections for you have not weakened at all as you might fear, it's just in the fullness of time, you lay witness to some of the things that are hard to hide over eternity, like the irritability that is inside me when Sleepy or hungry or both. Quite Cranky- I've learned I should probably avoid you when either is the case over time not because I don't love you but becasue I may say something we both regret and I love you too damn much- I don't ever want to lose you. Once- maybe twice in a persons life someone as precious as you comes along.
Well this was once. I'd be damn fortunate to ever experience it again. So let us not blow our chances and let you slip from my fingers. much too smart and wise to let you become the one who got away.
the tides of my affections have not receded, not even slightly. I just cannot hide the fullness of who I am from you forever. Sooner or later you were bound to discover the Mr Hyde to my Jekyl of a personality, as though I have an alter who is just very short wth everyone..
Family jokes about me being the Grouch... mostly just due to being territorial about this side of the house for want of privacy.
[media=https://youtu.be/mwgg1Pu6cNg]
[media=https://youtu.be/M1a_wuGY0_k]
[quote]due to my extensive use of music when writing this piece renders better on all poetry than on here.
[/quote]
They're always like nice guys finish last they're always like girls always seem to go for guys who treat them like trash like whatever you do don't be nice to her.
And here we are, having survived so much together.
nearly a decade on.
Still remember watching Roswell finally because of you.
[media=https://youtu.be/Z4xB5KEuGWo]
I've been under siege by so many of these idiots, you know, ever since I said what I said defending that British chicka I've never even had a chance to have a single dialog with from those pesky dames and how slut shaming wasn't cool and what not and the whole internet was like "WHITE KNIGHT!" "BETA!" 'MANGINA!" and a whole DELUGE of SHITSTORMS thrown at me of haters aand shit talkers the world over.
and after all that I hear you say that I used to do so many things for you gleefully and was more cooperative, eager to help and just kinder, sweeter aand you miss that of me..
You know I kind of knew, when you were talking about graduating towards the top of your class...
I kind of got it, that you weren't one of those women who you could just overwhelm with too much kindness until she fled like crazy..
Which was good because my affections always overflow to the point where ink ends up spilt all over the pages of my writing as I can't hold it all inside me
[media=https://youtu.be/6PPC7s2_Qh8]
As though I am sinking into this white wave of affection.
give me.... release...
witness meeeeee
I am outsideeeee
give meeeee peaaceeee
heaven holds a sense of wonder and I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up when the rage in me subsides.
passion choke the flower til she cries no moreeeee
Possesing all the beauty
Hungry still for more
this white wave
I am sinking
In this silence
In this white wave
In this silence
I believe
I can't help this loning
Comfort me
I can't hold it all in
If you won't let me
innnn this white wave of affection...
overwhelmed, overblown. always spilling over the edge of the glass, until I must write...
and yet we are but mortals....
[media=https://youtu.be/qA0BC5j_Zdc]
....
know this, my affections for you have not weakened at all as you might fear, it's just in the fullness of time, you lay witness to some of the things that are hard to hide over eternity, like the irritability that is inside me when Sleepy or hungry or both. Quite Cranky- I've learned I should probably avoid you when either is the case over time not because I don't love you but becasue I may say something we both regret and I love you too damn much- I don't ever want to lose you. Once- maybe twice in a persons life someone as precious as you comes along.
Well this was once. I'd be damn fortunate to ever experience it again. So let us not blow our chances and let you slip from my fingers. much too smart and wise to let you become the one who got away.
the tides of my affections have not receded, not even slightly. I just cannot hide the fullness of who I am from you forever. Sooner or later you were bound to discover the Mr Hyde to my Jekyl of a personality, as though I have an alter who is just very short wth everyone..
Family jokes about me being the Grouch... mostly just due to being territorial about this side of the house for want of privacy.
[media=https://youtu.be/mwgg1Pu6cNg]
[media=https://youtu.be/M1a_wuGY0_k]
