Untitled poem

Probably gonna regret being this vulnerable but whatever....


Did you know?
The tears that fall from my face are because of you?
Did you know?
That my worst nightmare has you in it?
Did you know?
That the reason why i hate myself so much, is because of you?
Did you know?
That i had a relapse, and your the reason why i did it?


Did you know?
Everyday i wake up, and the first thought i think is "why couldn't ive died"
Did you know?
That i can never go back to the girl i was before you violated me?
Did you know?
That when i think of that night, i think to myself "i wish i had just died?"


Did you know?
That since you have got out, my life has got so much worse.
Did you know?
That since you have got out, i have lost so much.
Did you know?
Ive been violated before, but what you did, was the worse?
Did you know?
That i hate you so much.