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I breathe in and it hurts.
I breathe out and it hurts.
I look around and it hurts
I remember times passed and it hurts.
I thought it would be forever, but I was wrong.
I thought we would grow old, but I was wrong.
I thought it would be you and me always, but I was wrong.
I thought our love was forever, but I was wrong.
I thought forever was longer than 7 years, but I guess not.
I thought when we said our vows, it would be forever, but I guess not.
I thought when you promised you would always be there was the truth, but I guess not.
I thought when you told me, you would always love me, it would be till our last breaths, but I guess not.
How did this happen, I keep asking myself.
How did we get here, I keep wondering to myself.
How did our love end, in the blink of an eye, I wonder to myself.
How did I mess up so badly, I keep asking myself.
I breathe in and it hurts.
I breathe out and it hurts.
I look around and it hurts
I remember times passed and it hurts.
How are we going to raise these babies to know it's not their fault?
How are we going to keep our promise to them, even though it's my fault?
We promised to give our kids a childhood that they won't have to recover from, but that is not happening and its our fault?
How can we ensure these babies know that we love them, and none of this is their fault?
I thought you were a man of your word, I guess I was wrong.
I thought we would be together forever, but I was wrong.
I thought you loved me, but I was wrong.
I thought you would never leave me, but I was so wrong.
I breathe in and it hurts.
I breathe out and it hurts.
I look around and it hurts
I remember times passed and it hurts.