it used to feel like
if you left me it would all fade to black and it'd be over and I would never survive those things, I used to wonder what I'd ever do without you, but what happened? One day you were here, the next day you were gone.
I've read so much shit too about how women will test you and watch and wait to see how you react when they're out of reach.
I used to feel so weak, like I needed you and had no idea what I'd ever do when you were gone.
But now I know. Cause I picked myself up off the floor when it happened. Took awhile before I even wanted to see the sun again. Before I could honestly say there were things I looked forward to.
I used to feel like I did everything I could to keep you near, but now I didn't do everything right.
It's just I was told once more I had to be the strong one- and I have always been the strong one. I just never understood it was me until I walked away from her and let the birdie I captured out of her cage.
and then rebuilt for myself a little piece of heaven with someone else.
Why am I so Wreckless with love I don't understand?
It's just everyone else felt that pain and hurt and heartache were teachers and For me it was like they were lessons in how to treat your partners better but they were NOT warning signs to never trust anyone again or a reason to close yourself off from love.
it's just love is one of those not literally things but you know what I mean that I can't replace.
and I am careful in a way with it it, but I guess when you've been hurt the way I have most people seal themselves off so as to never be hurt again.
But I'm not them, I know now breakups and all that shit they're things you'll survive.
It's just, I was never locked up tight, not even when it hurt the worst.
Always prepared to take one more go at it, like i'd never been broken...
And yet I had been hurt before, very badly.
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I've read so much shit too about how women will test you and watch and wait to see how you react when they're out of reach.
I used to feel so weak, like I needed you and had no idea what I'd ever do when you were gone.
But now I know. Cause I picked myself up off the floor when it happened. Took awhile before I even wanted to see the sun again. Before I could honestly say there were things I looked forward to.
I used to feel like I did everything I could to keep you near, but now I didn't do everything right.
It's just I was told once more I had to be the strong one- and I have always been the strong one. I just never understood it was me until I walked away from her and let the birdie I captured out of her cage.
and then rebuilt for myself a little piece of heaven with someone else.
Why am I so Wreckless with love I don't understand?
It's just everyone else felt that pain and hurt and heartache were teachers and For me it was like they were lessons in how to treat your partners better but they were NOT warning signs to never trust anyone again or a reason to close yourself off from love.
it's just love is one of those not literally things but you know what I mean that I can't replace.
and I am careful in a way with it it, but I guess when you've been hurt the way I have most people seal themselves off so as to never be hurt again.
But I'm not them, I know now breakups and all that shit they're things you'll survive.
It's just, I was never locked up tight, not even when it hurt the worst.
Always prepared to take one more go at it, like i'd never been broken...
And yet I had been hurt before, very badly.
[media=https://youtu.be/hFl_y_50Fxc]
