I wrote this and called it a poem

Before I let go you should know that I tried to help you
Before you push me away again you should know that I was here by your side
It was killing me because I couldn't do anything for you
I tried everything but it wasn't enough
You didn't listen my words
The voices in your head screaming so loud
You didn't believe me
The others were right but I was wrong
I was the bad one
I destroyed myself when I tried to understand
Nobody can save you but yourself
I didn't give up on you
But maybe you've given up on yourself.

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SimplyMeChantou · Best Comment

Im sorry, no one is the bad one but me sweetheart, im the problem among people. Im the bad, the rotten. When i love, i get burned, when i trust, i get betrayed, when i fall, no one is there to catch me, yes my demons are real, they are strong, yet im stronger than them, but no one sees the real me and if they ever do they run and never look back

JadeLotus

Well
I’m always checking on you

SimplyMeChantou ·

@JadeLotus yes you do and also as you said.....

before you let go and I push you away again

you should know that you are one of the rare who knows me inside out, I loved you then and probably always will and you know that as well. I don't push you or anyone away on purpose, but everyone always *let go* of me Yes my voices get loud, and right now they are screaming, doesnt mean i dont hear your words to me cause I do. Im still here

JadeLotus

And I’ll always be here for you