Since no one is ever going to love me again I’ve been buying myself cozy blankets…
Gonna build a mountain out of them and live in the fluffy folds where I can’t hear the world going on outside, not loving me.
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MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@MartinTheFirst my best idea for making life not suck yet!
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@BrokenAbyss I like how you can still laugh at yourself despite the turmoil, it's like taking a breath. 🤗
@MartinTheFirst I’m really used to the pain. I’m accustomed to no one giving a shit but still having to pump out the love so my son can see kindness exists. I laugh when I cry now. It’s gone so far and gone on so long despite all my incredible adventures, creations and attempts that I am the only one reviving myself after I fall over the edge and I’m okay with that. Because I never give up. I never stop breathing or stop hoping for a softer landing. I accept that rest and love may never come and those are the circumstances of chance, not my choice. I laugh, I cry, either way, they’re my blankets to roll up in 😆
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@BrokenAbyss Yes they're your blankets 🤗 I laugh sometimes when I cry too, mostly because I remember God being there for me and how silly I am to sit there and cry, despite that it hurts, so i cry.