Even though He gave me his Redemptive Grace from the blood to the cross silencing the pits of hell, and giving me His sweet smelling life, I'll never fully comprehend what He has done for me, these days I get the fragrance of Life that I won't go to hell, these days I get the fragrance of Life that I am saved and that I am blessed every day I think those things to myself and it smells better than Lilacs or some sweet perfume! And I am grateful! I look forward to going to Heaven to be with my Lord and Savior for ALL Eternity!! But He reminded me that my destiny is already mapped out I am going to Heaven, am I going alone or not!! That's a huge question!! God has made lot's of movies about all of the doctors in my region!! Some I was brave enough to share my faith with, other's I was shy, but hoped my letters would be passed around by the undercovers who've been exploiting me since I became schizophrenic! But now I don't mind wether they say good things about me or bad! What matters to me is that which God says about me and trust me He is way nicer!!! Then God moved onto my husbands boss and co workers and made some kind of movies or short commercials...Also friends my kids friends and complete strangers of workers who worked at the gas station, and now my own personal friends!! So God isn't leaving anybody out! He's calling everybody up out of these worlds unto Himself!! And YES YES YES I want them all to be in Heaven some day!! Wouldn't that be glorious!!! My old doctor, the other doctor who I've offended as a teen when did her wrong! All of them!!! All my friends, and aquaintances!! Now that would be Heaven!! Plus my family! Wether or not they stand or fall into madness I want to see them all in a better place in the end! Praise Jesus who saves the sinful and broken souls!!
