Sleep paralysis

This is is interesting, but it just hit me that very weirdly I did not have sleep paralysis recently even though I've been having very disruptive sleep, probably the most in my entire life, since my mother passed away. I remember I had sleep paralysis only one time after she was gone, and it was in my old house which I didn't stay in longer after she passed away. This is definitely weird, as I am in such a perfect state of mind for sleep paralysis to happen! This is when it has always happened for me as an adult, when I'd be tired, stressed and when I'd wake up at night or around dawn and have to go back to sleep. Weird that I am free of it, though I seem like a perfect victim for it in my current state!