How much did you weigh, before you began to gain? How tall are you? You said you're anorexic. You said you are losing the weight you gained. Its very difficult to understand what you feel, never having had your problem myself, without knowing your height and present weight it's impossible to know whether this ten pound loss is a good thing or if it is symptomatic of your illness again. Are you getting counseling for the body image problem and the eating disorder? Have you ever been hospitalized because of the anorexia?
If you choose to not answer all these rather personal and invasive questions, I will understand, and just wish you well. If you choose to answer them, we can discuss how you can help yourself.