last time i was sober for quite some time [I Love Looking Through Old Photos]

2014 was the last time I was truly sober for any extended period of time. I had gained quite a bit of weight (yeah I was fat I admit it) and everything about me looked healthy.real hair color too. What happened exactly? Life happened and I fell off the wagon and it's been the way ever since. Everytime you get one leg or arm on the wagon it speeds up or hits a bump and off you go again. After awhile you just quit caring and trying because you are too beat up, tired and sore from falling off the wagon over and over again. That's when you just accept whatever happens.