Is it unnatural to be clean? Like to separate yourself from natural dirt and other natural things?

Well I will tell you something that I am always aware of if no one else is but I know they are even when someone says they doesn't smell anything which is a lie I know I smell like pee because I don't have any control over my bladder never did and never will wetting the bed and my pants has been the story of my life and having to wear diapers all of the time. Because of a genetic brith defect that can't be fixed. Your bed room smells like pee and everything in it. Including me. So you can say that it is natural for me to smell of urine. Which I hate it doesn't matter how many times I'm changed or bathed there is always a a faint smell of pee on me. My dad and mum says it's not that bad. But to me it is devastating to say the least. It is always on my mind wherever I go that is probably the main reason I don't have any friends and never will. I am glad to see your post I have been wanting to say this on a post of my own but didn't really know how to go about it or should I at all thank you for this post ☺