Every time I hug Lucy and and kiss her head now, I think of my last moments with Addie

I knew it was the last time I would see her beautiful eyes and feel her puffs of breath

Her tail wagging for the last times

The vet warned me her eyes would stay open after she passed, but she was so wrinkly they just stayed closed

I am scared I'm going to have to go through the same thing again soon with Lucy. I hope I can get a friend to come with me again