Heart broken

Hello to everyone here. I tried finding a forum to talk to someone about losing a best friend. So I do apologize for using this app or forum to just let go of my sadness which I don't think I would ever get over. I just euthanasined my beloved friend my baby. And I don't know who to talk to. I'm so depressed. I loved my boy so much words can not express the guilt and pain I feel. Whisper was his name. A small Maltese cross. Naughtiest little bastard I ever met. He was a rescue but somehow he rescued me. I had to put him down today cause he was in so much pain being knocked by a car. I can't bear to see life without my little man. Coming home and just knowing he won't be there to snuggle with me. It really hurts so much. I really don't know how I will get over this. I lost a best friend and a true companion. Once again I'm sorry for venting my sorrow on this forum. I just did not know who to talk to. Whisper was the one that would listen when I spoke.

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