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I Am a Witch

I feel a little better after the ritual last night. I lit a lavender candle and the end of a pink one and I used the oil burner to burn some lavender oil in front of Lilith. I then smudged my book of shadows to cleanse it and attach it to myself, and then I cast the circle with the sage as well. Then I drew the sigil on my hand and meditated to let Lilith interact with me and she hugged me and washed over me to give me reassurance and relax my nerves. Then I used my amethyst wand to give the rest of my cloudiness to Lilith. It was a good time. Very chill.

I think I'm trying to incorporate a lot more possession into my spells lately. It feels a lot more intimate, like I really get to share the moment with Lilith and my ancestors and my surroundings.
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rckt148 · 61-69, M
When you can make a 600 lb table speak for the dead ,,get back with me
SourPennies · 26-30, F
@rckt148 From what I can tell, séances aren't particularly difficult to set up. But there are two problems: 1. I don't own a 600lb table and 2. I don't really care about séances.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@SourPennies I am not speaking of a séance though I have witnessed more then my share of that crap too
I am talking about a woman ,no one else
making a 600 lb table rock ,,beat out 2 stomps for a yes answer and 3 for a no
While she called up the spirit of dead loves ones to ask yes and no questions
I don't believe the dead know anything ,,but I know familiar spirits
(demonic forces ) know us better then we know ourselves

There should be no way she could have moved that table ,,but I seen it done

One night to a packed house ,in a 200 yr old hotel that was now a pool hall
I seen her do it with a pool table

She also tried to kill me when I tried to get her to stop
after I had a vision ,,she killed everyone
She didn't kill anyone ,but she beat the crap out of me ,while cussing me in Spanish and she didn't speak Spanish
but she had taught me some cuss words in Spanish I recognized
We talked before ,,I 100% believe in dark magic

I pray for you're sake you stick to toying with it
She thought she had power too ,,until it almost killed her
She said she seen Fatima ,Lilith and finally satan himself

She said he asked something of her she was not willing to do

But I know on black sabbaths they rape and sacrifice kids (virgins )
Good thing they are getting harder to find ,,virgins
SourPennies · 26-30, F
@rckt148 What you described is a séance, though. Just an extreme one. I also think a lot of your assumptions about witches are based on myths, but hey, you do you.
I don't use magick to simply talk to the dead because I'm not interested in talking to the dead. I bring in my ancestors to share the experience with me, but I don't generally want anything from them. I do ask Lilith for a lot, but I like to think I'm devoted enough that it is a pleasant two-way relationship.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@SourPennies I grew up around it ,and have 1st hand experiences ,and what she did is not a séance ,thats when they all join hands and focus and one is suppose to be inhabited by a spirit that actually speaks through the medium
and they ask her more then yes or no questions ,I have seen plenty of them
actually seen my Mom stop the wind like Christ calming the sea .
and I am telling you its not a myth ,,I have seen demonic possession
its nothing you will find pleasurable
thats how they lure you in ,trick you into thinking what they offer is good
my Mom said she was a white witch ,she served God ,she finally seen before she died that was a lie ,she served satan .
but when more then one uses you ,,then you will need that God you say isn't real ,,and apparently you read the myth's ,, Lilith is a demon you should not be toying with
Like cards and Ouija Board ,,its all fun and games until they have a footing
and they won't let you go
You are the one that has a beginners view
I have seen what happens next ,,
I can't even pray for a hedge to protect you
you have free will ..if you invite them in ,,they will come
Getting them to leave ,,not so easy especially when you set up icons .
You're dead relatives / ancestors ,they know nothing ,the dead sleep
the impersonators are demons ,loving and kind at first
until you want them to leave and you figure out you have been played
This was the prince of this worlds prison ,and 1 /3 of the angels cast out with him ,,until man gave them power
It began with Eve not listening ,and its just gotten worse every since
Men of God sent to stop them are always taken in by beauty
They were told by God to destroy all the witch's
but they just couldn't listen ,our logical minds ,,we just think we are so wise and we are not .but 1/3 of heaven was taken in by his lies and accusations against Michael .but every time he faces Michael ,he loses .
They spared the pretty ones ,and kept their golden Icons
They wanted to use their sacrifices on the alters of God
and the Prophet told them ,,obedience is always better then sacrifice
and as a result ,satan is more powerful then ever
and he steals more innocent souls every day ,so many young people willing to trade their salvation for short term pleasure and the illusion of powers .
Either people don't believe he and the fallen are real
or they think they can control them ,,they are ancient
they have forgotten more then you will ever know
satan is the king of counterfeit ,, he even tried his wisdom on Christ
I can tell you from first hand experience ,he is good at his job .
But had he only knew what he was doing ,Christ could not have paid anyone to put Him on a cross ,satans arrogance will be his full end ,,but he is taking a lot of blind people with him ,that were warned ,,but the mocked the messenger
assuming themselves wise ,they became as fools
The pain my rebellion has cost me I would not wish on anyone
When I thank God for allowing satan to cripple me ,,so I would ask God for help ..I lost a lot ,,but at least I was able to redeem my own soul
and save my kids from following the wrong road too ,but satan never stops trying them either ,he knows thats his only tool now to hurt me .well and a woman I still love ,she may end up being my biggest test yet .
My ex named her kid Lilith ,her boyfriends Mom is a witch also
She is the one that suggested the name
my ex had no clue what she was getting into ,,now she wants me to try and save her boyfriend she no longer loves ,the blinders are off now ,she can see again ,but she still cares about his salvation , but I can't ,,he has to want help ,he has free will
He has cursed himself ,,but now my ex wants out ,but she was blind too for a while .she has dabbled in the dark arts some too .
She wants to come home now ,she wants out .
But I was given a vision ,a female would side track me ,and try to cost me my life ,,she almost killed me when she left
But so did the one before her ,,so I am still confused
Was it her I was warned about ,,or both of them I was suppose to avoid ?
Not listening has side tracked me ,and almost cost me my life just as I was told would happen ,,it did .
Once again ,a beautiful woman has a man of God unsure ,,but this one if I am wrong could cost me my life ,,so ,its way more then a myth to me
Its called spiritual warfare ,and its real and its all around me ,thats why I care enough to try and warn you that you are playing with you're soul .
Real as the Lilith you think gives you peace and joy ,,
try telling her to leave ,,see how that goes
SourPennies · 26-30, F
@rckt148 Sounds dope. I don’t want the demons to leave. I want to have a rave with them.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@SourPennies for now ,the head demon himself is nice
until he hooks you
My demon of choice was drugs and alcohol ,sex addiction
The feel good at first ,,but then try saying no
have a good one ,,you don't know who you are playing with
I do ,,we danced a few times
SourPennies · 26-30, F
@rckt148 I’m not playing. I’m worshipping Lilith, the Unholy Underlord, the Mother
of the Void. I give myself willingly to her because she is a symbol of power against the evil god of the Catholics that’s corrupted your religion.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@SourPennies I oppose the Pope and his pagan religion too
I serve the most High God ,the one who created yours ,why I can't answer that ,he was made to be an instrument to God ,but his pride and arrogance blew it for him ,,so my brother cast him to a prison ,,where idiots give him power
but its temporal ,he is going to confess my Brother is Lord ,and my Father is King ,before he and all who follow him are destroyed
I have seen him ,he does a good impersonation ,,but greater is he who lives in me ,,and I have seen His mighty hand at work ,,than any fallen angel and his imps .that deceive ,and lie
It was you're father that lead Constantine to trick the world to believing he was Christian ,when he was a mouth piece for satan ,who changed the commandments of God and deceived the world ,
tricked them into keeping traditions of men instead of the commandments of God ,they don't even know the name Jesus is pagan ,,formally known a Zusus
So I know more then you think I do ,,and I am not religious
I am a born again son of God ,,,formally a follower of satan
He is good at his job ,but he has no authority over me ,,now I am just as good at mine ,,I am not practicing ,,I am yielding the sword
I can't help most choose the wide road ,that is their choice
but their end is not power ,its destruction ,,,I will be there to see it
SourPennies · 26-30, F
@rckt148 The problem is that your religion has been corrupted from Catholic influence, whether you are Catholic or not. You serve the same abominable god they do, but you go by another name. Lilith, by contrast, exists only in contrast to your god, and as such, she is trustworthy. She represents what your god attempted to stamp out of history: the power of women and queer people. Your god will be consumed by the fire of retribution.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@SourPennies you assume yourself wise ,you have no clue what I know ,what I have seen or who taught me what I know ,,and it was not a man
I have one job ,to expose the beast of revelations and to call as many as will hear out of pagan influenced religion
You think you talk to a being named Lilith .and you're ancestors
You are dealing with a being that can transform itself into anything that appeals to your vanity ...Had it been the most handsome angel created
you could have met the prince himself
I have cast out her and her kind ,,she is good at her /its job
wait until you see it for what it really is ,,,and you will
When all of you bow to my Father and His son
I pray you come out ,,and remain separate ,but as much as you seem to enjoy the illusion ,,my Father is sending you an even better one
Since they would not receive love of the truth that they might be saved
God will send them strong delusions ,and let them believe the lies
All the religions ,even the Dark ones were influenced by the same one that tricked EVE ,,and the 2 tribes God just kicked out for their witchcraft and sorcery ,god worship,,gods they made with their own hands ,they made them up
they don't exist ,only angels and the fallen
You serve God the Father ,the only begotton son (the creator of all )
or the fallen ,,the rest is just illusions
I am a son of God ,,the holy spirit lives in ,and teach's me
and its not from pagan /papal doctrines
His are lead into all truth ,,something Lilith ,knows nothing about
she is an illusion ,,,tell her to leave ,see how that goes ,,,
SourPennies · 26-30, F
@rckt148 Nah, your god is pretty dumb and I wouldn’t serve that shit a diss track. I was a Christian before and the experience was abysmal. Your god is a pitiful, evil creation of evil men, and you will die alone wishing for a grace that will never reach you. You’ve been abandoned.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@SourPennies MY kid was a cripple ,in a chair for 4 yrs ,,her spine ate up with the same disease I have ,triggered by a vaccine I was forced to take in the military ,,she spine looked like a 90 yr old lady ,a leg broken in 2 places that wouldn't heal ,,but now there is no sign she ever had a disease ,not even fracture marks of the broken leg ,,the doctors say its Impossible
she looks like she grew a new spine ,,I was an addict from around 27 -34
I was a drunk and a drug user long before that ,I have been drinking since I was 13 ,,shortly after my Grandma died ,,Mom was a witch that beat hell out of us ,left us to raise ourselves while she cheated on a good man
But after who I was cost me my second good wife ,,
God healed me ..instantly ,not one second of withdraw ,,and He gave me 3 visions ,,one saved me and others from my Mom ,,,the second I ignored following my own Lilith ,,she actually named her child Lilith too
She was my Eve ,my test I didn't pass ,,and it almost killed me
Now I have one for the future ..I am positive will come to pass just as I saw it ,,kind of like John taken into heaven in a vision
I have seen whats coming ,there is no hell ,,hell is the grave
satan himself will be bound in the grave 1000 yrs ,then released to raise his followers ,and when God has allowed the saints to see there is no good in them
He is going to destroy them all ,,,that is the end of any who don't want my Father ,,but you won't be punished a destroyed for not loving Him
It will be for His children you lead to stray with the BS
and for choosing him ,,his will be as though they never were
after they are punished for their own sins ,and leading the real saints to stray