I Am A Laveyan Satanist

@Goralski That is what a "Laveyan Satanist" is.

Personally, I am open to the question of is Satan real. God, I hope he is, he'd be awesome.

@MarkFree don't the real satanists get pissed at ya

There is no judgement in Satanism, both "real" (Theistic) and non-theistic. Getting pissed at people because they don't share your religion is more of a christian thing.

Of course I am sure they'd love to connect with like minded people and if anything would think I am missing out.

Of course I hope they are correct. I definitely feel Satanic power, I am just not sure if its coming from within or from outside me.