This is whats taken place in the mean time esssentially. Satan has taken your children because you invalidated them at every turn.

So many thoughtful wonderful christians who have considered my sentiments and even tried to make sincere responses but I feel as though I must explain why I don't want jesus's love I don't really care and I feel manipulated by these "But god loves you!" type responsses because honestly it's insidious and it feels like I cannot tell you off without looking like the asshole so I'm left ONLY with raising the stakes on you which is NOT the course of action i'd ordinarily take but this manipulation of not just me but any audience that might witness our interactions forced my hand however reluctant it was to remind you that love is a verb not a noun or a thing and that the problem with "jesus's love" is that it's not love at all the dude wants to possess us and throw us and damn us into hell if we disagree, God doesn't REALLY love us, he wants to smother us. That's why Satan ends up being the compassionate choice ,because one thing god would never give us he will- which is a love that doesn't truly want to control or own us.