Hey hey.... Time and things are moving.
In some way I feel I have leveled up, deepened in a variety of fields.
I am thinking of what's next.
A friend of mine is arriving tonight.
That brief heartbreak, some days ago, really rejuvenated me. What is wrong with me ?!?!?! :D
My cat likes potato chips with seaweed. I'm not the only one strange around at least.
Today I bathed in a little river nearby, in the presence of my local young guide. Did I told you that he has the same name, like the guy I am talking with from a distance?
Also, that guy I have been talking with, despite that he told me that he doesn't want to do anything with me, I decided to let it rest and give it time. There is something there and I know it, but it is very triggering for both.
I am thinking of returning back to that island in Croatia, stay again at the camping and later move to the mountain with the cats - although they are giving cats for adoption and there are will be few left...
This way I will maybe meet with him again. Or maybe that was the last message I have ever exchanged with him and there will be no more continuity, I am in full acceptance now.
Another idea is to return back to my Greek island birth place and camp there for a few months.
There are some things I would like to leave behind me too and there is a few months meditation schedule I wish to attend with myself. I want to find the proper place to do that, and I want it to be a camping, I want to have space, to be near the Earth and to deepen. It could be a house too, it has to be near Nature.
Before returning to Europe I wish to go and learn some more from a couple of teachers around the SE Asia, I will make a couple of moves and see if my income will allow for this.
There is this part of me that wants to start living, and there is that other part who have been postponing it, in the name of Healing and Learning.
And despite that I am living in every single moment and breath that I take, I also know that there is another life, the humane life, where an individual is incorporated back into the World, being of service, working.
I feel a little late to that, and I have this Voice saying that again I am creating another training schedule and meditation, instead of actually getting into the World and into the Work.
But it has to take as much Time as it has to take, and really, despite what new age media want to say, all these motivational people and energies, I know that there is no Time for It.
I am thinking of what's next.
A friend of mine is arriving tonight.
That brief heartbreak, some days ago, really rejuvenated me. What is wrong with me ?!?!?! :D
My cat likes potato chips with seaweed. I'm not the only one strange around at least.
Today I bathed in a little river nearby, in the presence of my local young guide. Did I told you that he has the same name, like the guy I am talking with from a distance?
Also, that guy I have been talking with, despite that he told me that he doesn't want to do anything with me, I decided to let it rest and give it time. There is something there and I know it, but it is very triggering for both.
I am thinking of returning back to that island in Croatia, stay again at the camping and later move to the mountain with the cats - although they are giving cats for adoption and there are will be few left...
This way I will maybe meet with him again. Or maybe that was the last message I have ever exchanged with him and there will be no more continuity, I am in full acceptance now.
Another idea is to return back to my Greek island birth place and camp there for a few months.
There are some things I would like to leave behind me too and there is a few months meditation schedule I wish to attend with myself. I want to find the proper place to do that, and I want it to be a camping, I want to have space, to be near the Earth and to deepen. It could be a house too, it has to be near Nature.
Before returning to Europe I wish to go and learn some more from a couple of teachers around the SE Asia, I will make a couple of moves and see if my income will allow for this.
There is this part of me that wants to start living, and there is that other part who have been postponing it, in the name of Healing and Learning.
And despite that I am living in every single moment and breath that I take, I also know that there is another life, the humane life, where an individual is incorporated back into the World, being of service, working.
I feel a little late to that, and I have this Voice saying that again I am creating another training schedule and meditation, instead of actually getting into the World and into the Work.
But it has to take as much Time as it has to take, and really, despite what new age media want to say, all these motivational people and energies, I know that there is no Time for It.
