MUSIC I lost my mind when I found out I could get real life super powers from meditating

It was perfect I could dismiss the whole world and just focus on only things that felt amazing. I took off to another country without telling anyone and lived in nature Australia Jungle. It was teeming with all these life forms I never seen before, and I came with everything I needed to survive the rest of my life out there. (I was on SW then also, and no one remembers me) I reached enlightenment because of this place where I spent all my free time just purifying everything in my mind. (I was drinking alcohol every night trying to stay sane) Now I feel fantastic, (after I fell in love with female energy here and became powerful like I could fly. That's how I felt for every moment for weeks, like I could just take off and fly anywhere [media=https://youtu.be/76-3t3g_Mig]
Thanks to all this music also