I got no reason to live they won’t admit me to hospital I have not enough money to go to a hotel in Brisbane

It used to be good when I had my pension I would book a hotel within Brisbane or the Gold Coast on an app that, gave discounts, and book it and it be an adventure near by, or I’d get on a short distant on a boat that I’d pay a ticket, and catch a bus from the island 🏝 and go up to the last stop and have lunch then come back home, this was when I had my pension, I still get my pension, but i get it daily every week, that’s ok it’s my fault, I need to bewarey of my finances, a bit more, it’s actually better now because before I’d get paid every two weeks and had to wait ever week till pay day, this time I need to save atleast $75 a week I can do that I just need to becareful