....do you believe it, I am realizing something sweet and intimate, and also a little sad,..
one of the reasons I was so worried was because I was imagining I wouldn't be able to be coming here.. and yes I won't be able, as my batteries aren't that strong, but the realization..
You know you guys, I don't really have any friend here - I have you all, or, those we talk around, but I don't talk really with anyone in PMs. I don't! Because, I don't allow people in that vicinity, in this closeness .. once I do usually either I run away or the other does.
And despite that, I don't really have anyone here in particular, I feel like there is this warmth of community.
I feel good in myself, but I am such deeply alone. I don't really complain about it, I like it as is or, I can't do things differently. The reasons are infinite.
. . .
I have set up the tent at the beach, swam, took a shower and am now in the tent - it's heavy to carry but it's so enjoyable really and spacious, I don't have such tents usually because I can't carry them. But thanks to my friend and the bicycle.
I will have a hard time tomorrow going up, as I want to go at a forest where the road goes uphill. But I figured I can split the distance in few windows, it isn't that far, but I will see. I also don't feel like physically pushing it more these days, I am generally tired. So, I will only stay for a bit as my battery is such, but hey, I will post a picture in the morning, I can listen to the waves... I had a sandwich I carried along and I have also a yoghurt and fruit for breakfast.
I will sleep early, I think..
🌊😌🩵
You know you guys, I don't really have any friend here - I have you all, or, those we talk around, but I don't talk really with anyone in PMs. I don't! Because, I don't allow people in that vicinity, in this closeness .. once I do usually either I run away or the other does.
And despite that, I don't really have anyone here in particular, I feel like there is this warmth of community.
I feel good in myself, but I am such deeply alone. I don't really complain about it, I like it as is or, I can't do things differently. The reasons are infinite.
. . .
I have set up the tent at the beach, swam, took a shower and am now in the tent - it's heavy to carry but it's so enjoyable really and spacious, I don't have such tents usually because I can't carry them. But thanks to my friend and the bicycle.
I will have a hard time tomorrow going up, as I want to go at a forest where the road goes uphill. But I figured I can split the distance in few windows, it isn't that far, but I will see. I also don't feel like physically pushing it more these days, I am generally tired. So, I will only stay for a bit as my battery is such, but hey, I will post a picture in the morning, I can listen to the waves... I had a sandwich I carried along and I have also a yoghurt and fruit for breakfast.
I will sleep early, I think..
🌊😌🩵
