the girl in the pictures #9
9 ~~ Control
I've been with Daddy for over 11 years I think it is...
Our relationship has grown into something bigger than I've ever experienced with anyone.
We are each other's most important person. The person you share the good things with, the bad things with. The person you love the most and can't imagine your life without. We are more than Daddy/little girl, we are more than partners, more than lovers, it's just more. I don't know how to explain it.
For the last 11 years I'd expected Daddy to take control. When I'd feel tough or need a spanking I'd expect him to take control, I'd expect him to dominate me basically. I'd expect him to show me he was in control, that we weren't equals.
It wasn't until recently that something changed inside of me and now I realize I should have given him the control.
It is so much different now.
There is such a difference in giving some control than expecting them to take it.
It's very hard to explain but it feels a lot better to give the control, there is a peace that you gain when you do that.
I notice I am even more scared of disappointing Daddy now that I have given him the control. I also notice I'm more scared of the spankings as well! Just today I was already whining and fussing and almost crying before the spanking began! Because I knew I'd done wrong and I knew Daddy's spankings had really been hurting lately!
It's much better to give him the control, he deserves it.
I want to show him that respect. I want him to also feel loved (because he is very much so!)
I've been with Daddy for over 11 years I think it is...
Our relationship has grown into something bigger than I've ever experienced with anyone.
We are each other's most important person. The person you share the good things with, the bad things with. The person you love the most and can't imagine your life without. We are more than Daddy/little girl, we are more than partners, more than lovers, it's just more. I don't know how to explain it.
For the last 11 years I'd expected Daddy to take control. When I'd feel tough or need a spanking I'd expect him to take control, I'd expect him to dominate me basically. I'd expect him to show me he was in control, that we weren't equals.
It wasn't until recently that something changed inside of me and now I realize I should have given him the control.
It is so much different now.
There is such a difference in giving some control than expecting them to take it.
It's very hard to explain but it feels a lot better to give the control, there is a peace that you gain when you do that.
I notice I am even more scared of disappointing Daddy now that I have given him the control. I also notice I'm more scared of the spankings as well! Just today I was already whining and fussing and almost crying before the spanking began! Because I knew I'd done wrong and I knew Daddy's spankings had really been hurting lately!
It's much better to give him the control, he deserves it.
I want to show him that respect. I want him to also feel loved (because he is very much so!)
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