I certainly do need therapy, will never get any though. They would cringe at

No therapy whatsoever is able to "cure" you, and it won't change your sexual orientation. Things like voyeurism or incest fantasies will not go away. The best that could happen as a result of therapy would be for you to accept that you are what you are.
You are okay the way you are. See it as a talent. Make the best of it 🌷

Go talk to the nuns, they helped me

most therapists choose this career because they need therapy themself

Too late in the war for that;