This is not an invitation, but I wish I could be real about it without shame.

Nothing feels better than sex.

My libido has been a deal breaker in relationships but I wish someone would understand it's not just sex to me. It's not trauma or daddy issues. It's not about promiscuity or morals.

I couldn't be more vulnerable than when my clothes fell to the floor and you touched who I am underneath.

I couldn't get any closer or more intimate with you than when opening my legs, my throat, to feel you inside me.

It's private time of shared pleasure.

Not that other things in life aren't enjoyable and worthwhile.

But I'm still going to be covertly aching for you the whole time.

I don't want to be sorry about it. I don't want to be embarrassed. I don't want to feel rejected.

I want to enjoy a lot of sex. I can keep it exciting. I want to give. Thrill. And empty you so completely your soul feels clean.

But i never meet anyone that enjoys love making as much as I do. And if I am forward about being sex positive I attract people that want a meaningless sex.

I'm always aching 😕