Stepdaughter 57 - Cynthia

My husband has been my rock but I know he’s feeling guilty about leaving me that night, and I haven’t been able to talk to him about it. Everybody wants to come over but he tells them I’m not ready for company, even the police chief called after hearing that I was assaulted from one of his officers after one of the girls told him about me. I couldn’t hold him off so he came over this afternoon, Johnathan had just left for work so I answered the door and when he seen my condition he knew it was bad. We sat on the couch and I just wrapped myself around him crying, he felt safe to me as he rubbed his hands over my body. When I got myself together I started explaining how I was raped and what the person did to me I could feel his body tense up and when I looked into his eyes I saw tears, he quickly wiped them away then he asked me what I wanted him to do. I told him no report because when he’s caught and it goes to court it becomes public knowledge and I don’t want that. He reluctantly agreed and said that he will wait for me to get better and we will talk again. I asked him to stay because I didn’t want to be alone, he of course said yes, I then asked if I could undress him because I wanted to feel his body against mine. He wrapped his body around mine holding me so tight, for the first time I didn’t have any dreams. I only slept for two hours but it was the best sleep I’ve had in long time, I helped him get dressed and kissed him good night.